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When Your Heart Stops Beating

by Fentanil

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Human impurity, social humiliation. Intentions are valid You didn't expect my friendship Nightfall showed me The outcome of the story The gloomy valley was waiting And my desire to die was great Your lack of character cost me dearly And today I pick up the pieces on the floor Miserable autumn night. The birds did not sing that day. The sun refused to rise Extending my anguish hours Emptiness took over me My feats burst through my body And his lack of character cost me a lot And today I collect the pieces
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While there is still life While I'm still alive I will refuse to forget That damn night! While I'm still alive I'll blame you for my wounds I'll take tonight to the grave While I'm still alive I will walk away from you and wait So that I finally kill you While I'm still alive I will wish your death, your pain Day after day. Your flesh also bleeds Soon we can meet Your soul screams too It does not escape deep cuts Your eyes cry too And they wept like never before. Your mirror still reflects The piece of rot you are
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Suppression of feeling, final stage. I tried to kill myself that day I tried to cut my wrists I thought about skipping the train track But she wouldn't let me go to work I thought I will recover from all this But in truth I will never forget As hard as I try, as much as I fight Part of me died that day. And I really wanted to put it all aside And go back to who I was before everything I wanted to have a simple life like everyone But my memories of mine haunt me I wished I died that day I hoped all that cocaine would kill me but she helped me, took me to the doctor That's why I blame you fabulous Lorde You gave birth to something horrible in me That no one deserved to have known I hate you Lorde, and hope one day to kill you And make you feel all my pain I hate you Lorde, and hope one day to kill you And make your family suffer just like mine I hate you Lorde and hope one day to kill you So that I can finally rest
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This album reports a difficult night that I had at the end of 2017, right after I lost a friend. I hope the apology reaches the right people. Thank you.

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released May 5, 2020

C22H28N2O - All Instruments and Lyrics
Yakoushi - Vocals

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The band ended all its activities in 2021

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